to mourn (anahn) to lament, bewail; to be sorry for; to complain, grumble, protest; to masturbate; we.
Notaricon: a disruptive/a display/n of loss/n; disruption/a of a man's/n purpose/n; to expel/waste/a the potential/n of a man/n; a binding/a acknowledgement/n of purpose/n.
Gematria,101/aq: dark disruption. Numerological Value,29/fk: to overthrow restraint.